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This has been another relaxed day thank fully.
Last night things got a little tense for me. There aren't very many people in this world that I straight up don't like. It's human nature for us to have these feelings, and I wish I didn't. There is this one girl, that even hearing her name aggitates me. Funny thing, she's never done anything to hurt me other than having a crush on Patrick and being a psycho in the past toward Patrick's best friend whom she used to date. Patrick and Steven told me horror stories about this girl and then they say she's changed and gotten over that, but she still makes me nervous. I've talked with her personally several times. She wanted to hang out with me once, but I felt alarms going off all over my mind, so I made an excuse not to go. Patrick saved me out of that one. He's baby sitted her cat once and I've been over to her house because she invited both me and Patrick over to watch a movie. I remember feeling uncomfortable the entire time we were there. Patrick talks to her on the computer because she plays Final Fantasy XI. I trust Patrick and he has been friends with her since before he even met me, but she really unnerves me. Patrick has other female friends and it doesn't bother me at all, but it's just this one girl that freaks me out. What would you do in my situation? How do I get over these feelings? I'm almost always with him, so I know he's not doing anything. I'm just afraid she might do something... psychotic like I've been told she used to do. Argh... I wish she didn't bother me.
Back to the good parts of the day... I'm pretty much caught up with things on Deviant Art. I'm still watching Comedy Central. Mad TV is on. lol I cleaned house. Patrick isn't as dirty as he used to be. lol Then again, I've been over at his place alot recently and cleaning for him. I take his clothes back home with me and wash them for him. I cook for him when I'm here. I wash his dishes for him. He wants me to paint his tyranids for him for WarHammer. I haven't gotten around to it yet. He needs to wait for when I come to stay for longer than just a day. I told him I'd paint them like penguins. It could be... er... cute?
Anyway, I just finished making some more tea for him. He'll be home in about ten or fifteen minutes and we're going to eat left overs from Thanksgiving that his mother sent home with him. Then I'm going to leave and head back home, but that's been my day in general. Fairly relaxing for the most part.
I hope you all have had good days as well.
--Destinie
Last night things got a little tense for me. There aren't very many people in this world that I straight up don't like. It's human nature for us to have these feelings, and I wish I didn't. There is this one girl, that even hearing her name aggitates me. Funny thing, she's never done anything to hurt me other than having a crush on Patrick and being a psycho in the past toward Patrick's best friend whom she used to date. Patrick and Steven told me horror stories about this girl and then they say she's changed and gotten over that, but she still makes me nervous. I've talked with her personally several times. She wanted to hang out with me once, but I felt alarms going off all over my mind, so I made an excuse not to go. Patrick saved me out of that one. He's baby sitted her cat once and I've been over to her house because she invited both me and Patrick over to watch a movie. I remember feeling uncomfortable the entire time we were there. Patrick talks to her on the computer because she plays Final Fantasy XI. I trust Patrick and he has been friends with her since before he even met me, but she really unnerves me. Patrick has other female friends and it doesn't bother me at all, but it's just this one girl that freaks me out. What would you do in my situation? How do I get over these feelings? I'm almost always with him, so I know he's not doing anything. I'm just afraid she might do something... psychotic like I've been told she used to do. Argh... I wish she didn't bother me.
Back to the good parts of the day... I'm pretty much caught up with things on Deviant Art. I'm still watching Comedy Central. Mad TV is on. lol I cleaned house. Patrick isn't as dirty as he used to be. lol Then again, I've been over at his place alot recently and cleaning for him. I take his clothes back home with me and wash them for him. I cook for him when I'm here. I wash his dishes for him. He wants me to paint his tyranids for him for WarHammer. I haven't gotten around to it yet. He needs to wait for when I come to stay for longer than just a day. I told him I'd paint them like penguins. It could be... er... cute?
Anyway, I just finished making some more tea for him. He'll be home in about ten or fifteen minutes and we're going to eat left overs from Thanksgiving that his mother sent home with him. Then I'm going to leave and head back home, but that's been my day in general. Fairly relaxing for the most part.
I hope you all have had good days as well.
--Destinie
okay
Things have improved with my problem, though. I had a long talk with Patrick, and we've finally figured out the exact problem. I'm also going to try and give her a real chance. She just wants friends really bad, and I'm slightly paranoid toward her because I met her when I was going through a rough time in my life about five years ago. Basically one of those meeting at the wrong time events that causes you to have a certain outlook about a person because of a situation they were barely involved in.